Furthest Thing

Somewhere between psychotic and iconic

Somewhere between I want it and I got it

Somewhere between I'm sober and I'm lifted

Somewhere between a mistress and commitment

But I stay down, girl, I always stay down

Get down, have her lay down

Promise to break everybody off before I break down

Everyone just wait now

So much on my plate now

People I believed in they don't even show their face now

What they got to say now?

Nothing they can say now

Nothing really changed, but still they look at me away now

What more can I say now?

What more can I say now?

You might feel like nothing was the same

I still been drinking on the low

Mobbin' on the low

Fuckin' on the low

Smokin' on the low

I still been plotting on the low

Scheming on the low

The furthest thing from perfect

Like everyone I know

I still been drinking on the low

Mobbin' on the low

Fuckin' on the low

Smokin' on the low

I still been plotting on the low

Scheming on the low

The furthest thing from perfect

Like everyone I know

And I hate that you don't think that I belong to ya

Just too busy running shit to run home to ya

You know that paper my passion

Bittersweet celebrations, I know I can't change what happened

I can't help it, I can't help it

I was young and I was selfish

I made every woman feel like she was mine and no one else's

And now you hate me

Stop pretending, stop that fronting

I can't take it

Girl, don't treat me like a stranger

Girl, you know, I seen ya naked

Girl, you know that I remember, don't be a pretender

Getting high at the condo, that's when it all comes together

You know I stay reminiscing

And makeup sex is tradition

But you've been missing, girl

And you might feel like nothing was the same

I still been drinking on the low

Mobbin' on the low

Fuckin' on the low

Smokin' on the low

I still been plotting on the low

Scheming on the low

The furthest thing from perfect

Like everyone I know

Drinking, smoking, fucking, plotting

Scheming, plotting, scheming, getting money

Drinking, fucking, smoking, plotting, scheming

Plotting, scheming, getting money

This the life for me

My mama told me this was right for me

I got em worried, like make sure you save a slice for me

I should have spoons, serve you up with a fork and knife for me

Your actions make us doubt you

Your lack of effort got me rapping different

This the shit I wanna go out to

Play this shit at my funeral, if they catch me slippin'

Naked women, swimming that's just how I'm living

Donate a million to some children, that's just how I'm feeling

A nigga filling up arenas, who the fuck can see us

I had to Derrick Rose the knee up before I got the re-up

Yours truly the boy

I just build and build more

Y'all niggas build and destroy

You niggas party too much, man, I just chill and record

No filler, you feel it now if you ain't fill it before

Yes, Lord, this the shit I wanna go out to

This the shit I wanna go out to