Divorce

Sometimes I wonder what you'll think

If I go down that road

And everything that it means

Will the words I say to you mean anything?

I tried desperately to hold to love

But finally understood I couldn't stop its sink

I know it kills you

But it was rotting me Alive

On one side I knew the cost for you

And the other was mine

I can see in your eyes every time

Just how perfect everything could be

If I could only see

With that same innocence

But mine has been ripped apart

And torn to shreds

There is not an apology or a tear I could shed

To make you believe I didn't work at it

I can feel you shake

Wishing I could hold you again

When you feel like you are drowning

Sometimes you just can't keep holding your breath

There was poison in our home

I drank it every day

I know you can't see that but hopefully someday

Someday you come to know

I wasn't letting you go

I was trying to hold to my heart

And only in separation

Was I going to not come apart

I am not letting you go

I am trying to hold to my heart

And only in separation

Am I not going to come apart