My Way

I grew up on the white side

With a bright ear, and a bright mind

With a good kin and a good home

But I can tell the shit ive been on

Was emotionally fucked up

And feeling helpless in the maze

Just praying I had the luck

To dont get mocked another day

A quiet kid with a loud mind

Walking with a strained fist

Such a rage inside contained

Got me willing to cut ya wrist

But life aint fair

Plus I knew my place wasn`t there

I was a stranger

And I wouldnt even pretend I didn care

Cos it`s not what it seems

Youngsters get really mean

When they wanna put down your self steem

I was too fresh from the crib to know it

I just wanna run and play, but anyway (hun!)

I could be sorry for myself, I might

Nigga its the facts of life, I can`t changes that

Lil nigga it`s just you and a backpack

So what you gonna do with that?

I'll just make my way

Through the darkest times

And no one is gonna break me down

Though I'm not the usual

I looking for a plea

To stand by and face the darkness

As it flies by now I'm hittin high school

Just a few friend never been a cool dude

Now I'm gettin depressed and shit

Everybody so cold if I ever hit the bottom

Would you missed me when I'm gone?

And life, it ain't getting no better

Standing on handbreak willing to hittin the pedal

I should`ve been given a medal

The way I keep it real

Got the fake spear running to the hills

So ive

Been neglected

Been rejected

Been afected

With the lack

Of respect

Dont worry yall gon get ya

Payback

When my checks come around

N'you`ll love me for that

But watch out for the plot twist

Oh yeah, nerd attack is back

And now I`m fucking up the whole script

I show out with a hot bitch and a hot whip

Middle finger everyone that check the cockpit

But it hapenend for the best

Music has come to save me

The come up has come to pay me

Times has changed, and I wanna deliver my best lines

And a beat that could worth the rhyme, and thats why

I be in the studio baking

This is history in the making

I lay back, nigga this is plenitude

And make a toast for the hustles I`ve been thru!

I'll just make my way

Through the darkest times

And no one is gonna break me down

Though I'm not the usual

I looking for a plea

To stand by and face the darkness

(Let`s slow it down a lil bit..)

(And I'll tell you what it is...)

Now a cop wanna blame

And the bosses underpayme

And niggas they wanna play me

And the broads keep acting shady

They hate, becouse they certainly

Dont want for a nigga to make

It gets a feel that they be haunted for certain debates

Imma peacefull nigga, I swear

You may not report that

But I ain't taking shit from nobody

You give to me you get it back

Yeah... Should I sue you in my best suit?

So you achieve the fetish

Prosecuters gonna stalk you

You feeling me?

I'm I being clear? I'm feeling straight.

Straight to the point

Calling out the case 'cos I don't wanna no haze in this

I get upon the stage and the niggas pay for this

Lay up in the beat, thrill my niggas and my peers

This is all I wanted for life

To use a daw and a mic

So ain't nobody gonna hold me back!

I'll just make my way

Through the darkest times

And no one is gonna break me down

Though I'm not the usual

I looking for a plea

To stand by and face the darkness