Devil's Playground

I did it again

But I swear to God that I changed and I’m not the same now

So I pop a couple pills and I swear to God

That I’m on the devils playground

Got me lookin’ for a way out

But I don’t wanna blow my stupid fuckin brains out

Ya know ya got me feelin’ that way I

Don’t think I’m feelin alright

Don’t think I’m feelin’ alright

If ya goin’ keep it goin’ all night

Keep it goin’ keep it goin’ all hype

What is drama without trauma no lie

I dont really have the time

I just wanted peace of mind

Something I can never find

Since you’re always on my back

Since you never take my side

Why should I split up mine

Why should I share my shine

Why should I even ask

When my mind is made, heart made of ice

I been tryna touch new heights

We been in fights

I’ve been the one with the wound

That was bleeding and one with the knife

I been the one who was right

And wrong and all in the same night

I been the center, yes I been the type

I’ve been the dragon and I’ve been the knight

I been the one with no blanket

Who still woke up sweatin’ my hands shiver clutchin’ at life

I been the one who was caught up

Inside a reflection rejecting to look in my eyes

I been the one that’s right under your nose

And still up in your face and yet I been out of sight

I did it again

But I swear to God that I changed and I’m not the same now

So I pop a couple pills and I swear to God

That I’m on the devils playground

Got me lookin for a way out

But I don’t wanna blow my stupid fuckin brains out

Ya know ya got me feelin’ that way I

Don’t think I’m feelin alright

Don’t think I’m feelin’ alright

If ya goin’ keep it goin’ all night

‘Til your lips, ‘til your lips run dry

Keep spilling, spilling that lie

Ashamed and terrified

I turned on all the lights

And when we fall apart

We can go back to the start

Pick up all the pieces and preserve them in a jar

You say I don’t know who I am

But there’s some comfort in feeling

The same terrible things

So stay holding my hand

‘Cuz there’s some comfort in feeling

The same terrible things

Throw me into all of my darkest and deepest ends

Tell me that I can get out and get use to it

Throw you in too, light a match make a fire pit

Run you down deep and down over our memories

Salvage the rest or the best or what’s left of me

Cry say your sorry, I’ll bet you’re use to it

It’s like we’re immune to it

I did it again

But I swear to God that I changed and I’m not the same now

So I pop a couple pills and I swear to God

That I’m on the devils playground

Got me lookin for a way out

But I don’t wanna blow my stupid fuckin brains out

Ya know ya got me feelin’ that way I

Don’t think I’m feelin alright

Don’t think I’m feelin’ alright

Keep it goin’ all night