Goodnight

During what was probably the longest two and a half months of my life

After a near death experience

I could not sleep

I was on edge at all times

The only thing that kept me going was Saw Two

My cat died three months ago, at seventeen years old

When this song plays, I can remember the good old days

When I was a kid, how we played together

With my cat, at home, alone, with my brother

And the good days I had with her

Good night, sweet princess

She said: Have you ever spat cum onto the carpet of a Travelodge

Unwanted oils

I keep fit running after my kids

Imagine being able to stack the odds

Of lasting love entirely in your favor

How dare you I'm the best at what I do

How fucking dare you, don't touch me

You stole my childhood CDs you fuck

I need you all to shut up

I'm going through a tough time

Some bitch with a plaster on her face is laughing at me?

Friday nights in '91-'92

Getting the 6: 15 Thameslink from Farringdon

To Leatherhead with this on my wardrobe

This song makes me remember being at my Grandparents house

On the swing I had in the backyard

I must have been three or four years old

Sometimes, there's also a particular smell

That activates this memory for me

Something like the smell of rain on thundery days

Anyway, I had been swinging for hours

Trying to reach higher and higher

I felt like the king of the universe

Everything was so easy

Everyone was alive

And they looked so happy

I miss my grandmother