Condition

I am perfect,

I am broken,

I’m adored,

I’m unspoken,

I am lonely,

I’m contented,

I am sane,

I’m half demented,

I’m belief,

I am science,

I am peace,

I am defiance,

I’m the cause,

I’m effect,

I am sober,

I am wrecked ,

I’m a whisper,

I’m a quiet,

I’m a loser,

I am on fire,

I’m an extra,

I’m director,

I’m a pen drop,

I’m Phill Spector,

I am nothing,

I’m forever,

I am right now,

I am never,

I am brilliant,

I am done,

I am deep blue,

I am ZX 81.

I am black and white,

I am color,

I am risk,

I am mother,

I am holy,

I’m disaster,

I am fucked,

I am an answer.

When all these fragments start to roar

Playing like an orchestra.

Sometimes it’s hard to hear yourself think.

It’s like the words are crawling back inside the ink.