Change My Mind

Chorus:

I went to sleep and i woke up dead

But i changed my mind- and i want to

I went to sleep and i woke up dead

But i changed my mind- and i want to

Verse 1:

Live my life, a to z

Fill up all the vacancies

Feel the vindication from the hate you get for chasing dreams

I'm major league with or without any cosign

Stealing 3rd base, no coach, no go sign, ahhh

That's why i'm feeling how i'm feeling now

Music's my escape but it's feeling even realer now

Grassroots, fuck that, we are on some other shit

Call it what you want but motherfucker you know what it is

I'll fucking bleed for it, ask them, they know

Color me in sepia they are fuckin' day glow

Shades on, shoes tied shorcuts never work

In it for the long haul, pot shots never hurt

Thick skinned rhinos, elephants we don't forget

What's important overall, no withdrawl we don't regret

Pushing forward even those this life sucks sometimes

F*cking with this noose i promise i can get it untied

You made it outta bed, task one, crossed off

Step 2, show them that you ain't gone be a rag doll

Stand up, backbone, strong enough to break falls

Ref is tryna make ammends look at all those late calls

Verse 2:

So many people with the wrong intentions

We been living with a selfish vision

But i guess it's how we get through it

We take a lesson from the hardships

Wet on ourselves, grit our teeth and hurry up and get to it

Cuz' we only get a minute to figure out what our business is

Your bucket list is getting long hope you finish it

And in your movie they ain't cast mr. nicholson

Stumbling over jaded plots, better making revisions

It's a different kind of feeling when you're doing what you wanna do

Charity is great but you can't help until you make it too

Or maybe that's the reason you've been all broken up

Vanity keeps you panicked your image isn't focused up

Open up and talk about, walk it out and talk again

Closing off is why you see those fucking walls closing in

Break em' down and go outside

Live your life don't live the lie

Lose the attitude and prove that you know how to be alive

And prove that you can thrive, get your money, buy the things

But know that honesty and guts is how you bought the ring

And now your married to it, scarred up a changed person

Reward the hard work looks like the pain was worth it

Verse 3:

I'm riding with a heart up on my sleeve

I ain't even sure it's mine but i'm gonna let it be

No instructions to this shit so i add another piece

Playing legos with my life i am tryna build a dream

Arts and crafts day build it from scratch

Construction paper for the skyline, the buildings are matchsticks

Uh- michel gondry with the imagery

And i ain't pop a single pill today so who's to say just who can limit me, nobody

Old soul more like a spring chicken

When them gears start turning and endorphins start kicking

Who's to say what's on the other side

Not me, not you

You don't need to bless me, i just need to ha-chu

- sick with it, pandemic, get with it

We are in the same boat we should prolly go fishin', fishin'

And i am feeling like i'm on a mission

So when i wake up please don't tell me any different, different.