I Explode

She said, "We're, we're caving in.

You're living to die,

And I'm dying to live."

What will it take for you to understand

This is something the doctors just can't fix?

It's always been my style to live a lie

I'm out of breath and we're out of time

She said, "It kills me to know you get

Your best sleep under hospital lights."

I'd die for the black sunshine in her smile

I'm saving dreams for the comas in her eyes

I exist in the romance of regret

And the sounds of breaking hearts

I twist and laugh, lost in her arms

Like the crashing of cars

I wandered into your kiss

With a heart too heavy to hold

Into a million pieces

I wait to explode

I only wanted to love you the way I should

Tear the world apart, but I never could

I just wanted to say something beautiful

(Something beautiful)

Damn this voice, this coward's shout

I'm breaking up and fading out

Just put your hands on my face

And kiss me on the mouth

I wander into your kiss and wait to explode

Into a million pieces through sweet miracles

I followed you in the dark

With a heart too heavy to hold

I wandered into your kiss

I wait to explode

I'd die for the black sunshine in her smile

I'm saving dreams for the comas in her eyes

I exist in the romance of regret

And the sounds of breaking hearts

I twist and laugh, lost in her arms

Like the crashing of cars

I wander into your kiss and wait to explode

Into a million pieces through sweet miracles

I followed you in the dark

With a heart too heavy to hold

I wandered into your kiss

I wait to explode