Landslide

Push and pull till I hit the ground

You found me dwelling in the darkest place that I could be

My best intentions, worst impressions

I took a chance, it cost

I played the game, I lost

Left only with my indiscretions

I was searching my insides

I got caught in a landslide

Tried to beg for help but there was no one in sight

It always takes the best of me

Breaks whatever’s left of me

I’m still pushing for substance

It always takes a hold of me

Stuck inside a mold of me

But I’m still bridging the distance

I couldn’t see

I couldn’t breathe

But I could feel the world on top of me

Every step I took there was a void beneath my feet

I was searching my insides

I got caught in a landslide

Tried to beg for help but there was no one in sight

I cut off my lifeline

Left with nothing but hindsight

When I looked to you there was no light in your eyes

I’ll find my feet some solid ground

Remind myself of all the things that I could never be

Berate my every best intention

I took a chance, it cost

I played the game, I lost

Despite my every misconception

I couldn’t see

I couldn’t breathe

But I could feel the world on top of me

Every step I took there was a void beneath my feet

I was searching my insides

I got caught in a landslide

Tried to beg for help but there was no one in sight

I cut off my lifeline

Left with nothing but hindsight

When I looked to you there was no light in your eyes

I’ll find my feet some solid ground