Fly By Waves

I used to date with a nun, at high school

But this was not good, maybe because today

You would be more lost than me

And inside you would bleed

As I see every day

When I wake up alive, it's cool, let it be, let's see ok

I never had any problems with the law

But fucking her in church would be a fault

Moaning for Christ, you are my most spicy part

Moaning in front of Christ, my sweet bitch

Pouring wine, spitting into each other's mouth

Lick your salt until you dry

For enter in your legs

And just to fuck it all over again

It's usual, not because I want to

I just talk shit, against everything I want

I am my worst enemy

Its all that I do

Who loves me tries to help me, with pressure

The world does better than you, I'm sorry

I hope the disease kills me

Or I'll have to face the razors

But I'm afraid of my blood pressure

But maybe some pills will decrease the proportion

I speak more than the mouth and I think more than I speak

Not even my door was closed for me to sleep

Are you trying to bring me down? So get in line

Had a lot of people slept for years to be there first now, on this line

Not even my door shut up, for me to sleep now

Now I can't play with my daughter

I'm too dark to be a presence for her

I have to pretend I'm a father to her

That my father was never for me

I don't want her in black or pink

Just fuck it, whatever

I want her happy, I want her smiling

I want her to remember me

As someone present and friendly

Who can trust and chat with me

Above my eyes and painted nails

Or bales of tattoos with demons and screams

Because I'm demon

Now I'm being tasked with helping people

But I can barely help myself

I barely reached the middle and already failed

Each pill looks like a hope to smile again

The clown here has lost the veils of grace

And it looks like they're already charging me a smile

Just a little bit, so pretend in the meantime

To do in the meantime

Trying to live in the meantime

Black is too dark

The colors are very colorful

Necklaces, neck chains bother

But only when I put it on myself

Because when it is forced on me, it looks like such a beautiful accessory

Without drinking, without getting high, without hitting

Without taking anything, to kill me

I'm a bad person, like I'm destroying

My body hurts me every day and I keep silent

My mind is full of hearing your problems

But it is my role to graduate, alone at home in psychology

Thats not my piece

I'm good at choruses

Because I repeat my mistakes in the choruses

I got lost in the choruses

I got lost, my best friends

And I don't know who they were

I don't know if I have them

I don't know if one day I had

I don't know if one day I gonna have

Best friends

Im by myself, and im lonely in the darkness

But fuck it, just a piece

Im full of me

Because im living a dreaming

To keep inside me

To rest in peace

Just want rest in peace

Just leave me alone

So let me here

Here