The Words That Escape Me

Sometimes I wish you would die

just to see how it would feel

to drown in an ocean of the pity I feel

for myself and the words that escape me

Sometimes car goes too fast

and the breaks doing all that they can

and the rain unforgiving as it tenderly falls

on your breast and a windshield colliding

on your breast and a windshield colliding

Sometimes the phone doesn't ring

and then when you never expect

with the voice of a mother as it wavered and cracked

with wishes of get to know better

with wishes of get to know better

Sometimes I wish you would die

just to see how I would look

by the ambulance light

with a grief stricken face

and the thought that we've never been closer

and the thought that we've never been closer