Amnesia

Oh how I wish I could remember who I am

Now I'm in a hospital bed, almost left for dead

Bandages on my head, handcuffed on my bed

I have some flashbacks when the room turns black

Some visions o wine running like a flood

If only I could remember who I am

I woke up sweaty and in fear

with a man standing next to me

As a woke up for a bad dream but I woke up for a nightmare indeed

He didn't speak a word, I saw his eyes grew cold

He took out a picture from his coat

As I felt a lump in my throat

If only I could remember who I am

I laid my eyes upon the picture

That a hideous scene had captured

Like a cold steel in my spine, what I saw wasn't wine

It was blood and not mine...

I recall now what I've done to a child a wite,

From my loved ones, I took their lives

And now Oh! God, I remember who I am

And now Oh! God, I remember who I am

And how I wish to die