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I'm always tryna please another

But always get it wrong and I end up getting hurt

Planned my life by trying to succeed

But never ended up with what I really need

I wish that I could write and hide away

Trapped in my head and I'm never safe

Take me back to being seventeen

Before I understood just what he'd do to me, hmm

But Steph's already got her shit sorted

And Kristy's on her way to New York, huh

Wish I wasn't just always so caught in

Wishing I could be somebody

I just turned twenty-one and got nothing

Thinking I could fix it all next yеar

I'm sorry that I'm always so sad

I bet you wanna fix me up so bad

Cut me up, mold mе like I'm plastic

Wonder why they think we ain't lasting

Maybe it's just all in my head

I wish I could be happy instead

Haven't looked you in the eyes since last week

Way too busy crying in the, crying in the fabric

But not next year

No, no, no, not next year

I'm livin it up next year

But I wish I could breathe

I wish I could let go of this feeling

That all of my friends got all they need and

I'm on my own

Wish you could leave

Leave me to spend my whole life running

Doing a lot, then doing nothing

Wasting my time

But Steph's already got her shit sorted

And Kristy's on her way to New York, huh

Wish I wasn't just always so caught in

Wishing I could be somebody

'Cause I just turned twenty-one and got nothing

Thinking I could fix it all next year

I'm sorry that I'm always so sad

I bet you wanna fix me up so bad

Cut me up, mold me like I'm plastic

Wonder why they think we ain't lasting

Maybe it's just all in my head

I wish I could be happy instead

Haven't looked you in the eyes since last week

Way too busy crying in the, crying in the fabric

But not next year

No, no, no, not next year, year

Oh

But I wish I could forgive and forget

I'm so sick of feeling salty

It hurts to hate somebody

Sometimes, I just wish we'd never met

'Cause I'd rather feel nothing

If it hurts to hate somebody