Agoraphobia

I don't wanna get out of bed today

I know I should get up but I'm going to stay

I'm alright just lying here

To get up and leave is my biggest fear

I'm probably not missing out on any much anyway

I wake up and wait for the next day

To come and leave, am I naive

To stay in bed?

I'm overtired because I slept for eleven hours

Dreaming of murders and fires

Twinkle, twinkle dying star

I find you quite afar

I'm probably not missing out on any much anyway

I wake up and wait for the next day

To come and leave, am I naive

To stay in bed?

I call it self care, but it's really just isolation

Fueled by depression and my frustration