My Suicide

This may be the last song I ever sing

These may the last words I ever breath

Because tonight I'm letting go of everything I've ever been

I used to look at this mess and pretend

That I could live with what I had

But tonight I'm letting go and learning how to breath

For so long I've looked at the horizon

And set my feet to take it all for myself

But tonight I'm letting go of everything I wanted to be

I'm beginning to see a treasure

But it's so hard to see past my eyes

Tonight letting go of everything thing of everything I've ever seen

My flesh can't please me now

This is my suicide

I'm taking my first breath

And spitting out my last

There's a sweet and bitter taste of my idol haunted past

A new air fills my lungs,

And I'm learning how to breath all over again

Every breath burns but the pain is just the means to a better end

I feel like a child trying to grow into his skin

But I'll learn to ditch my bones, and ease myself into every limb

There's still an anchor in my heart,

That tries to pull me back underneath

But it's just an apparition that doesn't realize I'm already free

My flesh can't please me now

This is my suicide

My bones can't hold me down

Tonight I'm coming alive