Embarrassing

Lately I have been romanticizing shits

And I guess you could say that I’m getting sick of it

And the best way that I have known to deal with regret

Is to pretend it’s how I always wanted it

Maybe you were right when you said I love to play the victim

Maybe you were right; i’m always looking for attention

And all this time that I felt sorry for myself

Wishing I could be anybody else

So go ahead

Make me small again

You may be right but i’d never tell you that

A satisfaction I refuse to let you have

Maybe you were right when you said i love to play the victim

Maybe you were right; i’m always looking for attention

Remember when I used to say I had no shame?

Well you said, “some things should be embarrassing”

Some things should be embarrassing

Some things should be embarrassing

Some things should be embarrassing

Some things should be embarrassing