The Dance In Doubt And Fear

The day'll be grey? It said

I've got to chase the early rising sun next day?

To look for the highest place to rest and stay?

Don't understand the bodyless voice!

"Your brain-frightening?!"

I think I have to flee from here

Don't dare to chase the early rising sun one day

Or am I condemned forever in try

To break the rules of fools?

"They will exist without decay!"

The rules survive all skeletons and passing-bells

Whose pinball-wizzard do I have to play

To be ravished and plundered and ripped up

And hidden by supernatural voices inside my frightened brain.

The murderer's hand is ruling human life

And I do question my surrender

I do not want - just to survive -

Forever fear her squeezing me as rough as tender.

She is the one as light as heat

She burns the shadow's outline harder

She lives by bearing life indeed

We live, we die! - but don't seem ever to regard her.

Time starts to burn my sinner - skin

NOW! shall I flee or shall I try to follow?

Are my conditions wise enough to win?

Or are the idol's eyes adoring me because I am as weak as hollow?

The human flesh is chasing superficial glory

The crashing light impress burnin', dyin' eye

That is how rare has been experience in history

To raise the mind in wisdom instead of learning how to kill and die.

This day did nearly pass like all the others

Only a deeper doubt arose in me

I'll search the place on upper dyin' covers

Just to control, or do I try to make you trust in me?

I think I have to flee from here

Don't dare to chase the early rising sun one day

Or am I condemned forever in try

To break the rules of fools?

Wasted time, grey light

Proclaim my duty

To be prepared for final mistake!