Erase Me

So hear yourself, fine idea colonies here

I stopped being in front of you ages ago

Is it gonna be another self bidding note?

'Cause I'm so sick of everything

Mostly sick of myself being pathetic for so long

It somehow fells of me crying all my life

I'm almost saying my vision of everything filtered through rain

I wish, I could even wish for something to happen

I can no longer hope, feeling something or dreaming was

No longer up

Somewhere in my foolish child being

I dare not hope, I dare not fight

Say goodbye to the comfort

I only wish I could be unlearnt, completely forgotten

Me and my meaning was journeying through life

Can I just fade away?

I hear noises in the dark

And hope I only dream

My head is the only place

Where I can hear myself

All I do is breathing in

Say goodbye to the comfort

I only wish I could be unlearnt, completely forgotten

Me and my meaning was journeying through life

Can I just fade away?

All I do is breathing out

Erase me

From all hoping and dreaming

And wishing on stars

Erase me

Into lonesome obsessions

And unhealing scars

Erase me

There is no other dawn

I am longing to see

Erase me

I'm near but my heart is cold

My eyes can't hold the tears

I'm here and my mirror shows

My childhood's ghastly fears

All I do is breathing in

(What if I want to fade away?)

All I do is breathing out

Erase me

From all hoping and dreaming

And wishing on stars

Erase me

Into lonesome obsessions

And unhealing scars

Erase me

There is no other dawn

I am longing to see

Erase me

I'm for the chance of inspiration

I wish someone else made all the decisions for me

Putting me out of a misery of how to choose and want

Like crucifixial options

For my encourage to give up?

Since I can never be dealt with the pain

Not regretting for the love like this

I'm just wondering

Is it not okay to be born?

That you're having love like this

What is left for me to wait for?

Should I condemn myself to keeping or leaving

Just to warn for all that I've lost and feel like

Or some superior power finally decides to give an end

To the those of myself would have become

If I ain't get self notion anymore

I only wish I could be unlearnt, completely forgotten

Me and my meaning was journeying through life

Can I just fade away?

What if I want to fade away?

Making mistakes I've always made

What if I want to fade away?

Making mistakes I've always made

What if I want to fade away?

Making mistakes I've always made

What if I want to fade away?