Ghosting

Tracing my anxiety

But I can't make out the path I drew

Embracing my sobriety

But it doesn't have a thing to do

With how I live 'cause I won't die

By cigarettes or lightning

Unless it strikes inside my mind

And my body idles glowing

Braiding silk on my spine

Back burned in flickering light

I left my outline up in sweetwater more occupied

From a hollow tree

I've been spirit hosting

I say there's nothing wrong

That I'm just not where I belong

Lessening the gravity

Prolongs the time my thoughts distort into

A weight that crushes as I fly

Like cinder blocks on kite strings

To everyone I left behind

I'm so scared to die I am not living

Braiding silk on my spine

Arms burned in flickering light

I found my shadow down on pine island

Less occupied from a hollow tree

I've been spirit hosting

I found a plot of land

I made it permanent

Sapphire map of energy faded like a gradient

From a sprouting seed

You can find me ghosting

Can't enjoy the things I used to

Every night I'm stuck in my room

Every night I'm sick in my room

But I'm always thinking of you

Every night I'm stuck in my room

Every night I'm sick in my room

Would you understand if you knew

That I'm always stuck in my room

Every night I'm sick in my room

But I have a screen to look through

Every night I'm stuck in my room

Every night I'm sick in my room

Wanna feel the air of summer nights

In parking lots with ice cream

Am I running out of time

To have a life fated for growing

Braiding silk on my spine

Face burned in flickering light

I saw my silhouette in winter park unoccupied

From a hollow tree

I've been spirit hosting

I found a plot of land

Unearthed some rocks and gems

Blood ruby sheen opacity faded like a gradient

From a sprouting seed

You can find me ghosting

I could build a new world for you

But we'd still be stuck in my room

Every night I'm burned by the Moon