Déjà Vu

Eminem - Deja-Vu

( Verse1 )

As i fall deeper into a manic state

Im a prime canidate for the gene to recieve the drug addict traits

Blood pressure climbs at a dramatic rate

I seem to gravitate to the bottle of night quil then i salivate

Start off with the night quil like i think i'll just have a taste

Couple sips of that then i gradually graduate

Too a harder perscription drug called valium like ya that's great

I go to take just one and i end up like having eight

Now i need something in my stomach cuz i haven't ate

Maybe i'll grab a plate of nachos and i'll have a steak

And you'd think with all i have at stake

Look at my daughters face....

Mommy somethings is wrong with dad i think

He's acting weird again he's really begining to scare me

Wont shave his beard again and he pretends he doesn't hear me

And all he does is eat dorritos and cheetos

And he just fell asleep in his car eating three musketeers in the rear seat

( Hook )

Sometimes i feel so alone,

I just dont know, feels like i been down this road before,

So lonely and cold, It's like something takes over me,

Soon as i go home and close the door,

kinda feels like deja vu, I wanna get away from this place i do,

But i cant and i wont say i tried but i know thats a lie cuz i dont

and why i just dont know.....

( Verse2 )

Maybe just a nice cold brew what's a beer

Thats the devil in my ear i been sober a fuckin year

And that fucker still talks to me he is all i can fuckin hear

Marshall come on we'll watch the game it's the cowboys and buccaneers

And maybe if i just drink half i'll be halfed buzzed for half of the time

Who's that mastermind behind that little line

With that kind of rational man i got half a mind

Too have another half of glass of wine sound acinine

Ya i know

But i never had no problem with alcohol

Ouch look out for the wall aim for the couch im about to fall

I missed the couch and down i go looking like a bouncing ball

Shit must have knocked me out cuz i aint feel the ground at all

Wow what the fuck happend last night where am i

Man fuck am i hungover and god damn i got a head ache

Shit half a vicodin why cant i ?

" All systems ready for take off please stand by "

( Hook )

Sometimes i feel so alone,

I just dont know, feels like i been down this road before,

So lonely and cold, It's like something takes over me,

Soon as i go home and close the door,

kinda feels like deja vu, I wanna get away from this place i do,

But i cant and i wont say i tried but i know thats a lie cuz i dont

and why i just dont know.....

( Verse3 )

So i take a vicodin splash it hits my stomach and ahh

A couple weeks go by it aint even like im getting high

now i need it just not to feel sick ya im getting by

Wouldn't even be taking this shit if deshaun didn't die

Oh ya theres an excuse you lose proof so you use

There's new rules it's cool if it's helpin you to get through

It's twelve noon aint no harm in self inducing a snooze

What else is new fuck it what would elvis do in your shoes

now here i am 3 months later full blown relapse

Just get high untill the kids get home from two homes relax

And since im convinced that im in-somniac

I need these pills to be able to sleep so i take 3 naps

Just to be able to function throughout the day lets see

That's an ambian each nap how many valium 3

And that will average out to about one good hours sleep

Ok so now you see the reason how come he

Has taken 4 years just too put out an album b

See me and you we almost had the same outcome he

Cuz that christmas you know the nomonia thing

It was bolognya was it the methadone ya think

Or the hydrocodone you hide inside your pornos

your vcr tape cases with you ambian cr great places to hide aint it

So you can lie to hailie im going beddy bye whitney baby good night elaina

Go in the room and shut the bedroom door and wake up in ambulance

They said they found me on the bathroom floor

( Hook )

Sometimes i feel so alone,

I just dont know, feels like i been down this road before,

So lonely and cold, It's like something takes over me,

Soon as i go home and close the door,

kinda feels like deja vu, I wanna get away from this place i do,

But i cant and i wont say i tried but i know thats a lie cuz i dont

and why i just dont know.....