Hailie's Song

(Yo, I can't sing it, I feel like singin', I wanna fuckin' sing! Cuz I'm happy, yeah, I'm happy!

I got my baby back, yo, check it out)

Some days I sit, starin' out the window

Watchin' this world pass me by

Sometimes I think: There's nothin' to live for

I almost break down and cry

Somtimes I think: I'm crazy, I'm crazy, oh, so crazy!

Why am I here? Am I just wasting my time?”

But then I see my baby, suddenly I'm not crazy

It all makes sense when I look into her eyes!

Somtimes it feels like the world's on my shoulders

Everyone's leanin' on me

Cuz sometimes it feels like the world's almost over

But then she comes back to me!

My baby girl, keeps gettin' older

I watch her grow up with pride

People make jokes cuz they don't understand me

They just don't see my real side

I act like shit don't phase me, inside it drives me crazy

My insecurities could eat me alive

But then I see my baby

Suddenly I'm not crazy

It all makes sense when I look into her eyes

Somtimes it feels like the world's on my shoulders

Everyone's leanin' on me

Cuz sometimes it feels like the world's almost over

But then she comes back to me!

Man, if I could sing, I'd keep singing this song to my daughter

If I could hit the notes, I'd blow something as long as my father

To show her how I feel about her, how proud I am that I got her

God, I'm a daddy, I'm so glad that her mum didn't abort

Now you probably get this

Picture from my public persona

That I'm a pistol-packing

Drug-addict who bags on his momma

But I wanna just take this time out

To be perfectly honest

Cuz there's a lot of shit I keep bottled

That hurts deep inside on my soul

And just know that I grow colder

The older I grow this boulder on my shoulder

Gets heavy and harder to hold

And this load is like the weight of the world

And I think my neck is breaking

Should I just give up or try

To live up to these expectations?

Now look, I love my daughter more than life in itself

But I got a wife that's determined to make my life livin' hell

But I handle it well, given the circumstances I'm dealt

So many chances, man, it's too bad, could had someone else

But the years that I've wasted

Are nothing to the tears that I've tasted

So here's what I'm facin'

Three felonies, six years of probation

I've went to jail for this woman

I've been to bat for this woman

I've taken bats to peoples backs

Bent over backwards for this woman

Man, I should seen it comin', why'd I stick my penis up in?

Would ripped the pre-nup up if I'd seen what she was fuckin'

But fuck it, it's over, there's no more reason to cry no more

I got my baby, baby the only lady that I adore, hailie!

So sayonara, try tomorrow, nice to know ya

My baby's travelled back to the arms of her rightful owner

And suddenly it seems that my shoulder blades have just shifted

It's like the greatest gift you can get, the weight has been lifted

Now it don't feel like the world's on my shoulders

Everyone's leanin' on me

Cuz my baby knows that her daddy's a soldier

Nothin' can take her from me!

(I told you I can't sing. Oh well, I tried. Hailie, 'member when I said? If you ever need nothing, daddy will be right there? Well, guess what? Daddy's here! And I ain't goin' nowhere baby, I love you!)