Never Love Again

I could be with anybody, I choose you

Still, it's no excuse to abuse you

But no one knows what I'm goin' through, so I used you

To be truthful, I wouldn't know what to do if I lose you

So I refuse to, might have a screw loose and a fuse blew

But I think I might be buildin' up a tolerance to you

'Cause one minute I'm hollerin', "Screw you"

Next I take it back, guess you can say I'm tryna unscrew you

But the shit's about to pop off, yeah, I feel you up

Then I got you totally open as soon as I take your top off

You're so hard to resist, you knock my socks off

My friends say you're bad for me, hogwash

I'll never love again

The way I loved you

Did you find someone new?

Are you doin' this with them?

'Cause I remember when

Still remember when you was mine, yeah

We were inseparable at one time, yeah

You know my love for you was undying, yeah

You used to always have my back

Some days it feels like you're all that I have

That's why I'm tryna hold onto you for as long as I can

And you just want me for my money so I got you wrapped all in saran

Damn, talk about eatin' out the palm of my hand

But if not for my financials

I wouldn't have you anyways, there have been ample

Plenty days, where I'm just in a daze and I can't pull

Myself up out this rut and you're so much of a handful

I can only take so much of you all at one time

Because too much of you's just too much to swallow sometimes

Gotta take you in doses, but when you're not at my side

I shake in convulsions, separation anxiety 'cause we may be the closest

Yeah, baby we hopeless, don't we make an atrocious

Combination? We know, it's like playin' with explosives

Quite dangerous though, but my brain's in hypnosis

Such a wide range of emotions

Migraines, but why the fuck am I takin' these MOTRINs?

Ibuprofens, like a drop of rain in the ocean

And you're my fix on the days when I'm broken

But the shit's about to go sideways, I just know it

I'll never love again

The way I loved you

Did you find someone new?

Are you doin' this with them?

'Cause I remember when

Still remember when you was mine, yeah

We were inseparable at one time, yeah

You know my love for you was undying, yeah

You used to always have my back

So I spiral downwardly 'cause I'm too cowardly to leave you

Head is clouded in a fallacy, but in reality

Somehow it seems like when I lay me down to sleep I'm counting sheep

You're bound to creak

'Cause every time I turn around, you keep runnin' out on me

You're my Xanax and my valium, I'm an addict you're a downer

You're my habit, it's like I found you in the cabinet

But it's like I can't uncap it 'cause it's childproof

A scoundrel and fiends how I feel around you

Awful, every time I lost you, felt like I had you in my pocket

Now I'm flippin' over the furniture, punchin' holes in the walls through

Everything that we've gone through

How many times you've fucked me

But the way it felt for me to be on top when I was on you

Swore my fealty, but word to G.O.D

I thought you loved me, but you tried to kill me, I'm getting off you

Quit callin' for me, hard proof's how I respond to

The Ambien and Tylenols too

Fuck all you

Fuckin' bitch

We're done