Animus

Loving myself is like

Running in a maze

But I don’t know

Any other way

I take on whirling winds

But it doesn’t seem to matter

I can’t bear that I’ve been

Prey to you

Didn’t you get enough to eat?

Animus, get messy with me

The way you mess with my head

I want to follow through with you

But maybe I'm not meant to

I'm injured, I can’t speak

My body’s been left to the fleas

I want to follow through with you

And follow when you go

Follow through with you

And follow when you go

Carve a door into the wall

Walk around, live backwards

To tell you the truth

I'm scared to be a mess around you

Hold on to your treasures

Or they’ll run away from you

Loving myself is like runnin’

But I don’t know

Any other way