Nevermind

I've never been so reactive, to just a couple words

But it can’t be undone, so you burn what you built and you run

You said I was your weakness, did that mean anything at all

I think it made me weaker, I've never been so fast to fall

I wanted to tell you that I hate when I wake up

'Cause the morning’s too bright

And you're not there to kick me out of bed

Just to close the blinds

And I wanted to tell you

You'll always have a place by my side

I wanted to tell you that I miss you after dark

When people start to hide

And I'm searching for your cold hands

To warm them up with mine

And I wanted to tell you

I'll be waiting if you ever change your mind

But never mind

I can tell you that I'm sorry, I should have just left it alone

Now I'm out here on the ocean just struggling to float

Trying to breathe on my own

Can I even say I miss you, your voice is one I barely got to know

But I feel like I hear it some nights when I'm dreaming

And I thought you’d like to know

I wanted to tell you that you may not have realized

The mark that you made

Each witty conversation, every freckle on your face

I wanted to tell you that

By my side you’ll always have a place

I wanted to tell you that

God, I think you're beautiful, you say that I’m too kind

You're intricately crafted, I'm the mess you left behind

I wanted to tell you

I'll be waiting if you ever change your mind

But you were never mine

So never mind