Makeup

I hate this part

The bittersweetness

When you say you miss me

And I can’t repeat it back

I had your heart

Thought I would keep it

But then I let it go

'Cause I knew I you loved me so much

I need you hurt me

'Cause I don’t feel worthy

Just give me a reason to be through

I don’t want to wake up 20 years from now

Putting on my makeup, missing you somehow

Let me leave you lonely, I know you’re better off

You'll find yourself a new girl who doesn’t have my flaws

I let you in

Told all my secrets

Before I knew to swim

Already in the deep end

I tried my best

To let my fears go

But darkness stole my soul

Before I got to let you know

I really wanted to need you

But I don’t feel worthy

Please give me a reason to be through

I don’t want to wake up 20 years from now

Putting on my makeup, missing you somehow

Let me leave you lonely, I know you’re better off

You'll find yourself a new girl who doesn’t have my flaws

It's not you, it's me

I’ve been tormented all of my life, so go on, be free

I don’t want to wake up 20 years from now

Putting on my makeup, missing you somehow

Let me leave you lonely, I know you’re better off

You'll find yourself a new girl who doesn’t have my flaws