I Walk Alone

So I guess when it rains it pours

the storm's rolled in again, over me

To see how low I'd go, I kept on living

These conditions till it'd end.

I wonder what I'll find,

I don't have to die to know,

that Heaven and hell are here below my toes

and all the while, I walk alone

All my life I've been a joke

to the ones that I hold close but

Someday, they will know

what I meant when I said I'd belong

I keep moving forward at all times.

Another day goes by and I still go my eyes closed

so I'm blind to words of the critic

All I see are dreams of mine played and written

like the stories in my mind.

I stand behind this solid coat

that shows what's copper to my gold

as I face, the 20 years behind me.

All my life I've been embraced

by dark deceivers in my way

I've felt the long despair

to receive a kiss of care and I'm done!

I've done this for too long

I am done, and I'd rather make it alone

All I know, is I've never been here before

All I know, is I'm coming out strong

All m life I've been a joke

to the ones that I hold close and

Someday, they will know

what I meant when I said I'd belong

I keep moving forward at all times.

I've sold a part of me, for comforting

from people who don't know me

and I'll raise hell, before I let ME go!