The Path To Oblivion

What in the world have I done to my poor child?

Silently I feel her breath running warm and softly

across my chest

And I try to understand

My misery, Do I owe you this much?

(Hate me, leave me, lock me)

And I cry, cause I tried, now I plead my sanity to

God

(Hate me, leave me, kill me)

In her name, I didn?t hesitate, Oh dear lord please

take my life

Bitter Oblivion awaits at the end (awaits at the end)

Where thousands of images are floating inside my head

The harder I?m struggling, the deeper I?m falling

Forgive me daughter, my demons have finally aroused

As I sink into the mist, I can hear my spirit hoping,

for her to understand

Finally walk out through that door, walking blind

across that corridor

There was no escape

Silent, I walk away, feared to serve her wicked grin;

I?m rotting in my darkest sin

Silent, I run away, close beyond the frontal gate,

worry not, oblivion awaits

Take my life, I?m drowning in despair, and must now

take my own bail

I disbelieve, the pandemonium I have unleashed,

Hear my lady madness? prayer: I?m missing you in hell,

there?s no escape for you, Oh can?t you listen to the

bell?

Why can?t I see the light?

Why can?t I be a man?

Was I just meant to serve your wicked humor? Please

tell me God!

Is there a path to life?

Is there a path to follow you?

Betrayal was the spit I got from you by living this

duel

(Grab a pen to write, a goodbye kiss to you)

My beautiful and young daughter Sophia

(Always gave me pride) or should I call you Lillian, I

don?t know, anymore, all I want is never to hurt you

again

(Wish to see you later on, through)

Time, slowly fading

Lost, I?m consumed by hatred

Hate, always by my side

Death, this will be the end

Her, as I will remember

Mine, she will always be

Nothing, don?t tell me now

I vanish in the air

Take a handful, swallow it all

Let the reaper make its call

I?m done with praying, done with trying, done with

crying

The time has come to take my fall

Teorema II

A thin pressure calls out from my shirt

My last cigarette is left within a gird

Allow this indulgence, before you face death

Maybe you?ll find your life is not as sad

Not as sad!

Now I want to live, this is my last chance

I promise I?ll wake up and do what is best

New agony is burning, suddenly into my chest

Can?t take it no more, I?m lying to rest

I?m finally dying, though now I was fighting

It wasn?t my own to decide, it?s my time to say

goodbye

?Irony is a wingless dove finding its way through the

abyss?

Bitter Oblivion awaits at the end (awaits at the end)

And the pain?s getting deeper with each given step

I?m wandering with no stars to guide through my way

Carrying the weight of my life, these binding chains