Freak

All alone,

With nowhere to call home.

There's nothing waiting anywhere for me.

My life's a waste,

Denied a pretty face,

And no one's lookin' deep enough to see.

Everything is beautiful

And shines in it's own way.

The prettier the uglier they'll be.

And a likely substitute for love

Is always empathy.

You'll see...

The freak.

I'm the freak.

Yeah, nobody wants to know me,

I'm the freak.

Cry away

Another dreadful day,

So I can go to sleep and find my dream.

'Cause life awake

Is all a big heartache,

The nature of the world is so obscene.

I don't believe in feelings

That I've hurt but never had.

I don't believe in heaven

Here in hell.

And I could leave this world today,

It might be just as well.

Oh well...I'm a freak.

All I know

Is hate from head to toe,

So what the hell am I supposed to be?

So I'll find a place

Where I can hide my face,

And never let them close enough to see.

I don't believe in adjuration,

I just believe in bad.

It's the only thing that's running through my head.

'Cause now I'm cursing my creation,

I think I'm going mad.

So sad...