Doubt (feat. Julia Sheer)

I got a question answer me this, do I have what it takes

Awaken the strength to infiltrate what's shielding the gates

What if this is my fate, my soul I won't negotiate

Kept alive only as a pawn for their checkmate

Feel like this road must have plans for me

Which has risen my self esteem

What I over came these chain no longer threatening

They told me I ain't, God told me I was

Meant for this clinch with a fist

This ain't over until my fingertips and the skies touch

Thinking of sketching my own blueprint, no ink

More like nitroglycerin

Ain't no super sayain I've ascended

Studied my weaknesses but

I'd like to see you drop a bomb on my spirit

Was off my game temporality

Got energized in the gym by all my haters

Came out with a body looking like a gladiator

Before I can save ya, I got to save myself

Were better off in heaven than a victims depiction of hell

And even when this all goes wrong

I'm standing right where I belong

And through these changes

My song keeps playin?

Almost wish I hadn't picked up the pen but when I did

Death accorded into the flames the old me went

Done a little soul searching to find my way clear above the clouds

As a child of God

This ain't so difficult now, while still I doubt

And let this insecurity, corrupt to keep my head down

It was doubt that bottled the storm

Had me nervous whenever I got to perform

Doubted myself as an artist my notebook pages were torn

But then you showed me

Off in my own little world an artist growing

Slowly transforming into someone they can truly look up to

Scrapped by the rocks fallen deep into solitude

But I knew for me to get closer to God

These ceilings had to be removed to reveal this facade

Take a pic of my fame, have it frozen and framed

It's not what makes me, still

I'm going to ride second class on this airplane

Take a pic of my fame

Have it frozen and framed

Cause I'm eppic

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