Chasing Monsters

I’m lost between the darkness and the night

I’m caught between the shadows and the light

I’m torn between the silence and the violent

Refrain of the mind, and all its turns

I’m dying again – I’m lying again

I’m crying again – I’m trying to be strong

I’m hiding again – I’m fighting again

Inside of me it’s broken

Inside of me it waits, and then

Chasing monsters never ends, it never ends

I’m frightened when the sadness calls my name

I’m trapped inside the pain of fear and rage

I’m hanging on for mercy, I’m praying

As I cling to the stage… My scars remain

I’m dying again – I’m lying again

I’m crying again – I’m trying to be strong

I’m hiding again – I’m fighting again

Inside of me it’s broken

Inside of me it waits, and then

Chasing monsters never ends, it never ends

If only I understood the madness

The paralyzing sadness

The anguish and despair

In all my own delusions

I’m standing still… Nowhere

I’m dying again – I’m lying again

I’m crying again – I’m trying to be strong

I’m hiding again – I’m fighting again

Inside of me it’s spoken

In spite of me it breaks again

Chasing monsters, it never ends

It only begins