Bedroom Track (Carrie)

It is not about strength in numbers or size

It has nothing to do with volume

It is all about surprise

It is knowing you are going to be underestimated by the world

And punishing them for those very thoughts

I play for me

I play for all the people who I've tried to be

And all the selves I killed when I was just thirteen

And I prayed in bed at night, oh

She's out there somewhere

I know she's out there somewhere

And I'll find her if it kills me

I know she's out there somewhere

I know she's out there somewhere

I know she's out there somewhere

And I'll find her if it kills me

I know she's out there somewhere

And it just might

Kill me

Isn't it funny how

Our bodies come to life just to destroy themselves

And even faster once they do employ themselves

And they lay in bed at night

Thinking wistfully about the stars that used to fill their eyes

It's the shame of a secret dream

I thought wanting things was so obscene

A paralyzing intimacy

With the ghosts all felt, but never seen, oh

She's out there somewhere

I know she's out there somewhere

She's out there somewhere

I know she's out there somewhere

I know she's out there somewhere

I know she's out there somewhere

And I'll find her if it kills me

I know she's out there somewhere

I know she's out there somewhere

I know she's out there somewhere

And I'll find her if it kills me

I know she's out there somewhere

And it just might

Kill me, kill me

And it just might

Kill me, kill me

Kill me