Trying

They say everyone’s worried about me

Just enough to check-in

And make sure that the knives are out of reach

They say that I should hold on

To what?

I don’t know but I'm trying, I don’t think it’s enough

Everybody hurts sometimes

But I feel like I'm like this all the time

I'm trying I'm trying I'm trying my best

To stop these monsters from yelling inside my head

I'm trying but nothing stops this from happening

Stop lying, stop lying, stop lying to me

'Cause I don’t think anyone cares if breathe my very last breath

Human condition is to feel so abandoned

Hypocrisy, lament, the lack of compassion

But who am I to point fingers

I'm blind to my sin, an endless reaction

This is a letter from you to me

My pride’s death, I wrote the eulogy

My lyrics are nervous, melodies worthless

And I don’t know why I do this

I'm trying I'm trying I'm trying my best

To stop these monsters from yelling inside my head

I'm trying but nothing stops this from happening

Stop lying, stop lying, stop lying to me

And I don’t think anyone cares if breathe my very last breath

Here I go here I go

I don’t think I can stay

Here I go here I go

Found my wings to fly away

Here I go

As I step into the air, the air

I'm tired, I'm tired, I'm tired of me

I'm tired of chasing these dreams I can’t see

Goodbye goodbye goodbye

I'm tired of finding my way back home

It’s me and the Moon in the darkness alone

Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye

Everybody hurts sometimes

But I feel like I'm like this all the time

But I feel like I'm like this all the time

But I feel like I'm like this all the time