Disappear

I would like for just one time to live without fear

I would be so much happier if you just disappear

Sometimes, I think of you and smile

I smile inside

I smile because you are not here anymore

I want to live without fear

And close my eyes cause you are near

There's a disguise over your eyes

I found myself trying to hide from you

And all the memories

But anywhere I try to go

Your shadow still haunts me

Taking the only thing I am

Knowing how to break it

And makes a living out of my own ashes

Better shut your mouth, if it's going to tell lies

You are no longer my sweet valentine

So hard to forget you, I miss your eyes

I said I'd never trust in love again

You make me hate everything I like

And make me regret for everything I've said

You didn't want anything I am

So I became all that I hate

It was my fault for speaking the truth

You weren't ready for it

It's always nice to watch you go away