Awaiting

And it is true, now is too late to be alive

Is so cruel the lover wait…

And here i am behind the curtains of solitude

Beyond the veil of my absent gaze

Trying to forget the traces

That you absence leave in me.

Thwart and deceived i am, bitter tears run my checks

I can´t forget you ephemeral words of farewell

Awaiting the beloved who goes in the cold of the night

I don´t have her warm

Every day agonise my love for her

Now no more sadness tears

No more disillusion, she is not going to return.

Constantly in my head resound

Hopeful words that you said,

To made me trust in you, and you lie.

Liar, for you absence i will die

My innards twist inside i´m desperate

Lies,for you lies i want to die

Understand it, without you i´ve lost the sense of life.

Awaiting the beloved who goes

Into my frozen heart no rest place to

All the pain that afflict to my poor heart

Now no more sadness tears no more distress

The desperation comes to take me far away

How can i live without your love?

How t olive without hope? that´s my secret…

Every morning rise the sun

Rise for me perhaps for one last time

And the hope is almost lost

The same last hope deceived for your words

Words that hurt up to die

The death, way to escape and find

Go to sky and find your place to rest alone,

Alone…awaiting

A place to rest where i can remember that i am…

Finally the pain is over my strength and my courage

I want to take my last path

Is better the death is better to die

Forget the ends of my despair

Lighten the penumbra of my heart

But now is too late i’m convinced

That there´s no other way to scape

A place to rest where i can remember that i am

….awaiting