Alone Not Lonely

You're a book, you're a photograph

You're a plague on the wall

Or a knickknack haiku

You're the voice of a guilty man

Who doesn't call your name

Until he needs to be lied to

Call me vicious

Cast your stones on me

You're the death of a million men

You're the face we dend

With a patient virtue

You're the judge of when a life should end

Or when a war begins

You're such a perfect statue

Wear your necklace

Like you wear your noose

Fear your comfort any way you choose

I'm not like you

I'm alone, I'm not lonely

I can't let you in

I feel like choking then holding

You're breaking the skin

This isn't hope that I'm holding

No love you can give

Not lonely, I've chosen

To bleed here again and again

Now I

Wake up to the sound of the mourning

I feel infection

Eyes shut

To the absent heartbeat

Too late to question

Will you surrender

Will you lose

I love the way you blur your vision

I feel your passion

Never give up until the path you're living

Finds your intention

Call me evil cause I'm not like you

Fear your comfort any way you shoose

I'm not like you

One man buys the life

That someone controls the night

He died