Heaven Only Knows

[1] - heaven only knows

(heaven only knows)

Heaven only knows

Heaven only knows

(heaven only knows)

Heaven only knows

My story

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Went from dancing on tabletops to making labels pop

For the love of the money so i could cock everything from icy rings to drop

Tops and now i'm on top

But to look back on my reality happy i stopped

Letting niggas ruin my world impressed by niggas trying to school this baby

Girl i was fucking too early

15 knowing money was green

Puffing too early, body big, not grown knowledged up and too early

Thought it was cute to flirt with older kats up in they face

Didn't have a daddy so i put a daddy in his face

My mami was my shelter but i broke free

Learning that the streets was harder that i thought they'd be

Wanting to be grown, rebeling

Ain't no telling what i'd be pussy selling (huh) never would i

Instead i wore a g-string

Thought never could i

Thought i had to, to be grown beginning of my life

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Yo, close myself down

Held myself in

Explode by myself alone no one helping

What am i to do but cry alone at night

No one in the house nude tv is my life

Who was i to tell and what would they think of me

No one understood the pain that was sent to me

Broke down from the things men would say to me

Selling drinks to a nieve kid

I blame me

But i never really had someone tell me what to do

Teach me that i'm better than just pussy that's true

Teach me that the future was written already waiting to respect my self in

Life not to be someone would hate me

Do positive and positive will happen

Stay positive and positive was rapping

It was like my brain was clouded with unnecessary shit

But i chose to see through the negative and make hits uh

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Uh, uh, yo, yo

Now i'm 20 years old and look where i'm at

I thank the lord every night and pray there's no turning back

I wanna keep my family happy and that's that

Seen teens in my mother's eyes from platinum plaques

See things i've done i don't regret i just learn

>from mistakes in the past knowing now i had to earn respect and earn trust

Some about school was never givin

The way you find out what life's about is simply living to be strong

Stay strong let nobody crush you your body is your temple young girls

Don't let him touch you

He'll respect anything you say if he really loves you

Don't settle for second let him put no one above you

I did a lot of things in my life

I take back gotta take from the good and the bad collect that

Cause it help the bill who you see now respect that

Young, black, and strong keep me in ya

Take that

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