Disappearance

After all that I've done

I've wrung my hands to dust

So my confession might come

Might come in the form of a flood

And with all that I've been

I've sinned myself to sleep

But after all that's happened

There's no secrets left to keep

I stole. I swore. I cheated.

I sold my soul while you were sleeping

I sank so low in slow remorse

But of course

I know it's not about me

I stole your heart and sold you out—we

We were fine you and I but

I'm stupefied, and stupid I—

I'm not sure what it's worth to say

I just know that I played you

It was never very pure in the first place

You're too whole for the likes of

Me—I see now

I've gotta live with this

But I can give you this

It's my disappearance

After all that I've said

I've kept my spirit quiet

At my discretion I fled

I fled to the comfort of a lie

And I know that it's wrong

Where I've gone—there's no return

All alone with my thoughts I got

What I deserved cause

I stole. I swore. I cheated.

I sold my soul while you were sleeping

I sank so low in slow remorse

But of course

I know it's not about me

I stole your heart and sold you out—we

We were fine you and I but

I'm stupefied, and stupid I—

I'm not sure what it's worth to say

I just know that I played you

It was never very pure in the first place

You're too whole for the likes of

Me—I see now

I've gotta live with this

But I can give you this

It's my disappearance