Cornered Love

Reconstructed mind of mine

They call it a new way of thinking

I'll become a man in no time

It's the system that's controlling my moves

Hiding from this is a crime

I can't let the morality down

I can't let myself soft

I have no time of my own

They're watching me and making me sure i follow orders

I serve my country, my town

Constant reminding we're gonna last

Is what i hear in patriotical speeches:

"we must protect our homeland"

Even if i don't want to, i'm not asked

Even if i don't care, i'm forced

I'm paying my dept to elderly

I'm honoring the ones, who died

I'm earning my place in society

I'm a part of this national spine

While i'm not sure of the side

3 months of agony, and i get out

For the first time, free evening

Air of freedom dryes my mouth

It's not like i can wear jeans or something

Personality has been teared down

I'm a marked man when i walk around

It's easy with spotty disguise

I'm a thing, a thing without

Identity. not supposed to recognise

Or separate me from the crowd

And even though they're probably trying to avoid me feel,

I still do nothing else but that

It's a cornered love, it's a fight against the world

But we try and we try and we try... it was never meant to work

Pain doesn't go by, it's easier for mind

Heart finds it harder to survive

Yes, it's a fast-food dinner

You came with such a short notice

Is that what i prayed for, at nights?

Is that what i hoped of this?

Meet you here under those lights?