Cursed

I've always lived madly

Once my mother said devil was in me

Grew up and became the black sheep

I brought too much pain

I killed, I raped, I spit at the Holy Cross

I stole and spent the money with hores

A priest said to me I was cursed and I laugh at him

I couldn't see the path I was taking

Don't know now what it's reality or dream

I feel so lonely

Feel so much agony

I feel hell is calling me

I'm crawling

I'm facing it

My life turned into a purgatory

It's over

Realize it

I'm not ready to pay for my sins

I enter a world drowned in pain

Bodies fall all around me

Distorted faces cry for their sins

They write them on the walls with their blood and pray on their knees

Can't see where am I

I'm swimming in a pool of blood

I Don't know how I came into here

And I don't know why, I know that I must exit now.

But no one can hear me

I'm screaming for help

Screaming for life

Screaming out for a light

But what are my sins?

I'm here to pay

Are them so severe that i'll suffer eternally?

Constantly tortured

Sins are transformed into torment

Creation of mind, insanity?

Am I dead or alive?

When the dream is gone

and I come back into reality

I don't know what to believe

does it all really exists, or is it all insanity?

I'm crawling

I'm facing it

Inside my soul I feel agony

It's over

Realize it

I regret of my sins

I'm crawling

I'm facing it

My life turned into a purgatory

It's over

Realize it

I'm not ready to pay for my sins