All My Love

[Verse 1:]

Pack the bags

It's time to leave before I find myself a purpose

Run the hands across the life, sometimes it's just a circus

I hope she still loves me, when my eyes finally close

A vacant heart to spread disease still gone from head to toe

I'm a caustic little man, wasting caustic little kisses

Hold a cough inside my hand, give all to best of wishes

Her smiles are so delicious, but she needs time to breath

The flames burnt out

She said she's seen enough of me, a fate worst then death

I want my chest to stop beating

I wish the world still loved me, and I never hurt from grieving

Lay down, eyes up, let her voice fill the ceiling

Remember all the times she cried, and all the smiles that she'd give me

I feel like a failed kidney

In a world with no donors, eat my words, by and by

I'm the void between my shoulders, the heads getting colder

Violent tears in my eyes

A set of love, lost and locked, I am just a parasite

[Verse 2:]

I use to want to die, until my brother beat me to it

Now my stomach just cries, no more acting foolish

Keep the fame under wraps, fuck love, no give backs

Hide the name from the eyes, so far from impact

Hold the head little man, keep the track spic and span

Hold the tongue ever slightly treat your life as quicksand

Trade your words, and pay your dues, stay down like tennis shoes

This depression never wins, it's to late, it mustn't lose

[Verse 3:]

Now I'm back on top, sit tight, I can't stand me

Sell the struggle, till I die, act normal in front of family

In a world of cotton candy, I am laced in moth balls

Cross the "T's" and dot the "I's" lose legs and start to crawl

Bounce hard like pinballs, living like a circumcision

Drowning ink across the page, give pace some competition, only ask for recognition

I can barely go to sleep, between love and losing Sid

I am just to fucking weak, I am hung when I speak

Try to dig myself some holes, please Lindsay still need me

I was just an asshole, walking home in the snow

I watch the breath start to freeze

See the leaves shed there limbs, night covers up the trees

Shiver tight inside of sleeves, shake the hands inside of gloves

Close my eyes and start to speak, give my family all my love