Am I Ever Gonna Change

I'm tired of being me

And I don't like what I see

I'm not who I appear to be

So I start off every day

Down on my knees I will pray

For a change in any way

But as the days go by

I live through another lie

If it's any wonder why

Am I ever gonna change?

If I say one thing

Then I do the other

It's the same old song

That goes on forever

Am I ever gonna change?

Will I always stay the same? (change)

If I say one thing

Then I do the other

It's the same old song

That goes on forever

Am I ever gonna change?

I'm the only one to blame (blame)

When I think I’m right

I wind up wrong

It's a futile fight

Gone on too long

Please tell me if it's true

Am I too old to start anew?

Cause that's what I want to do

But time and time again

When I think I can

I fall short in the end

So why do I even try

Will it matter when I die

Can anyone hear my cry?

Am I ever gonna change?

Will I always stay the same? (same)

If I say one thing

Then I do the other

It's the same old song

That goes on forever

Am I ever gonna change?

I'm the only one to blame (blame)

When I think I’m right

I wind up wrong

It's a futile fight

Gone on too long

Am I ever gonna change?

Will I always stay the same? (change)

If I say one thing

Then I do the other

It's the same old song

That goes on forever

Am I ever gonna change?

I'm the only one to blame (blame)

When I think I’m right

I wind up wrong

It's a fucking fight

Gone on too long

Am I ever gonna change?

Take it day by day (change)

My will is weak

And my flesh too strong

This peace I seek

Till thy kingdom comes