I Miss My Love

I mean, i don't eve know where to start like.

It's like you find love, and you loose love, and then...

Met her up town on dykeman

Aight then

Light skinned

Starring with a slight grin, i dont know, might been

'cause im in this white benze

Or the way the ice in the brietling flash brighter than a lightning

But i knew from right then

She was 'bout her money, and how she fit right in knowing how i might spend.

To make a story short, other than a tight end

Had a washington hieghts friend

Who bring that white in.

Set up a meeting, her dude caught a flight in

Sat down at sole, popped a bottle of white then

Got straight to business like two corporate white men

The food came, before i could take a bite in

He said "you the type i usually don't invite in, but since we got a like friend i could get you like, 10"

I told him i could move like 10 by nights end

Put the white over the plate, like i'm throwing strikes in.

'el duke' got a dude in the uk, buy 5 bricks at a time, $22k

He send the euro's i send the puredo

Now thats what i like to call a "foriegn exchange"

He smiled. duke finished his glass of wine

There's a van outside, pull your s-class behind

My man will pass a dime, at 15 a pop

Tell shorty "make the drop, don't make no stops!"

I gave him a hand shake some dollars for the tab

Told shorty the location then i holla'd for a cab

I hit mike told 'em "send the wire to the buyers"

Word got 'round like we were handin' out flyers!

And them thangs went as quick as they came

I'm back being a hustler, this chick is to blame

And them thangs went as quick as they came

I'm back being a hustler, this chick is to blame

12 months in, turned a benz to a lambo

Everywhere the fam go, korks fly, champ flow--

I gotta celebrate, that's the way i am yo

In the past week i watched 50,00 grams go

Pocket full of money, army full of rambo's

Trunk full of bricks, hand guns full ammo

Even got detectives if somethin' goes wrong

The money's so strong they see it from my perspective

But with my shorty, a nigga's so protective-

And should be, she's the one who knows where the connect lives.

She don't talk much, real calm and collective

Seen something in me 'cause shorty's really selective.

I tell'er fall back, shorty stilla drive

Said the rush of the risk just makes her feel alive

I listen to her fuss, saying "that i must, let her do it 'cause they're aint too many niggas that i trust"

So now time is flyin', i been kinda eyeing-

A ring for my queen who got me diamond buying

I'm in the gt headed up to ct, lookin' for a stone to light her finger like et

I got there, and got a call from a dt (detective)

Sounded nervous saying "we need to talk now"

I told em chill out, i aint in new york now

Any problems i got, get traced in chalk now!

But when i get back, we can sit and chit chat-

Better not be no bull shit, i aint even wit that..

Back to what a nigga came out here for

This 5ct. diamond without near flaw's

Head back to the city, call up the commitee

Get ready for tomorow, they're comin' in with 50

-i almost forgot, i gotta see a cop

I figured it was a drop who must aint get his gwop

He told me meet him by the bridge, i get there in a hurry

Got me worried and it's probably just a minor mix up

He said: "nah los, fed's dun snatched ya chick up-

Caught her at a pick up, scoopin' those bricks up!

She gon' cooperate, and ya fixed up.

She's probably at the headquarters now hangin' flix up"

I asked him "was he sure"

Shorty's "mi amore"

This happened to me before, with my man diadore-

Over a ki(lo) of raw-

My nigga got killed, caps got peeled and i still got guilt.

He assured me, i was hot- she had put 'em on me

Swore to jesus' tears that he was here to warn me.

Normally, i would have just ended her life-

But this was the girl i intended to wife

So i went home to shorty, had trouble sleepin'- shorty's kinda peepin my sudden discomfort

She woke up mad early, so i got up with her

She wanted to go alone, but a nigga insisted

Like "baby it's been a while" and truthfully i missed it

We rode out, but she don't know that i done made a plan

Once she hits the spot, one shot- see you later man

I watched her in the building,

Knowing it's the last time-seein' her ass climb in and out of the car

Yo i even thought about gettin' out of the car

But sat back lookin' at the ring about to be yall's

I let one tear fall at an unfair call

Ya whole life can change in just one year yall..

Caught in a thought, then i heard a :: bang! ::

Hi love, bye love, i will miss my love.

It's so crazy how it happened like.... it's just... crazy...

It's just crazy you know? just the way it happened it's just...

One thing... aint no love in this shit,

Aint no love in this game, there's no love... loso...