Afraid of Myself (feat. DizzyEight)

I'm afraid of myself

Don't need your help, don't try to save me

I've been through hell

Cursed blood with nobody here left to tame me

Got these voices in my head

Cross my heart, they want me dead

I'm afraid of myself

Don't need your help, don't try to save me, no

I don't think that I'm meant to be saved

Everybody I knew wound up dead inside a grave

Please don't come around me, in my mind, I'm still a slave

Got nothing to lose, don't try to tell me to behave

I'm to blame

This is cut throat

I don't think a single one of you can cut though

I got people round me that was family that got cut, so

Try to come and find me, I'll make sure that you get cut, don't

Break my trust, no

Time's up, do you see?

My love is decreasing

Enough of the feeling

No luck, I need healing

Looking for the answer, yeah

But my world keeps falling down

This power is a cancer, yeah

No one else can stop me now

I'm afraid of myself

Don't need your help, don't try to save me

I've been through hell

Cursed blood with nobody here left to tame me

Got these voices in my head

Cross my heart, they want me dead

I'm afraid of myself

Don't need your help, don't try to save me, no

Wait

I'm better alone, I'm good at my own

They hitting my line, don't pick up the phone

I'm stuck in my mind, I'm keeping it closed

I cannot deny, I'm losing my soul

You see the signs, I'm losing control

I'm feeling confined by all of the hatred I have in my heart

My pain got a hold

My pain left a hole where my heart used to be

Don't know how I feel? It was harder for me

I battle with things you not able to see

Forgiveness I'm not really able to see

The person you see when you looking at me

Not the same person that I'm able to be

Trapped in the past since I was a lad

Had weight on my back, I never been free

Wait

Back then, man, I really should've died

Revenge, the only thing that's keeping me alive

Betrayed by a brother, guess that's why I'm switching sides

Battling inside emotions what I try to hide, yeah

It's too late, I can't be saved

Who to blame? I can't say

I let the love I had inside me just fade away

I'm afraid of myself

Don't need your help, don't try to save me

I've been through hell

Cursed blood with nobody here left to tame me

Got these voices in my head

Cross my heart, they want me dead

I'm afraid of myself

Don't need your help, don't try to save me, no

I'm afraid of myself

Don't need your help, don't try to save me

I've been through hell

Cursed blood with nobody here left to tame me

Got these voices in my head

Cross my heart, they want me dead

I'm afraid of myself

Don't need your help, don't try to save me, no