Debilitated

Secrets of the night

Make everyone go hide

Pretend we're not afraid

But we are terrified inside our minds

I visualize that everyone has died

Everyone has died, everyone has died, everyone has died!

And I try to masquerade the fear inside

But it's taking over, taking over my mind

I don't know how long I can hide but,

I will try

Again and again to fend off the fear inside

And I will strive because I must survive

These involuntary dreams

And every time I faint

I wake up in untold pain

Perplexity absurdity

Tell me please what's wrong with me?

He says, I'm sure you're fine

You think I'm fine?

I think you're fine

But I will run some tests for your piece of mind

I know how hard it can be

At home you cook and you clean

I just think you need some sleep

And for the dreams

They're more than dreams!

They're only dreams

They're just imaginary, fiction, merely fantasy

I know your scared and afraid

but you can't let it persuade you

to feel so dismayed

I will try

Again and again to fend off the fear inside

And I will strive because I must survive

These involuntary dreams

And every time I faint

I wake up in untold pain

Perplexity absurdity

Tell me please what's wrong with me?

Ma'am, I've received the results of your tests

And it appears you have either voluntarily or involuntarily

Ingested a high dose of a drug called Ketamine

Is there something you're not telling me?

No!

I've been drugged

Taken advantage of

It must be what's causing all these dreams

It's smothering me, I can hardly breathe

Every time I fall asleep!

I will try

Again and again to fend off the fear inside

And I will strive because I must survive

These involuntary dreams

And every time I faint

I wake up in untold pain

Perplexity absurdity

Tell me please what's wrong with me?