One In The Chamber

I was a living soul just like the rest of you

A normal guy working nine to five

Keeping up with the bills because my mother was ill

I lost track of time

She lost her fucking mind

Eventually she died

I was broken and petrified

So I drank the medicine tonight

Bottoms up here’s to my shitty life

Where have all my morals gone?

Washed away with the bottle

How did this all go wrong (It all went wrong)

It wasn’t my intention but there’s no redemption

For those who take away the lives of innocent

I’m inebriated, I’m dangerous I can’t (I can’t live on)

So there’s one in the chamber just waiting for me to end it all

I drank my sorrows down and poisoned my soul to the core

I drove away that dreadful night, couldn’t take this life not anymore

Behind the wheel, the tunnel vision, I couldn’t see them

85 through the intersection

My sick transgression, I fucking killed him

I saw the blood, what had I done?

Where have all my morals gone?

Washed away with the bottle

How did this all go wrong (It all went wrong)

It wasn’t my intention but there’s no redemption

For those who take away the lives of innocent

I’m inebriated, I’m dangerous I can’t (I can’t live on)

So there’s one in the chamber just waiting for me to end it all

It’s come to this

A pen and paper, a loaded gun

I can’t live on another day with everything that I’ve done

Dark has taken all control

The accident had consequence, I took a father from his girl

And god can’t even save my soul

This life I live is barely living hollow man I have no feelings

Burn in fires down below

It’s just what I deserve cause I am evil and despicable

One shot ready to let go

I put my finger on the trigger

Life I want mine to be over

Where have all my morals gone?

Washed away with the bottle

How did this all go wrong (It all went wrong)

It wasn’t my intention but there’s no redemption

For those who take away the lives of innocent

I’m inebriated, I’m dangerous I can’t (I can’t live on)

So there’s one in the chamber just waiting for me to end it all

There’s one in the chamber

Waiting for me just to end it all

End it all

My mother is gone, so I guess I’ll just leave this is for whoever finds me

All I can really say is I’m sorry

I can’t live with myself with what I’ve done

I can’t take the guilt, and the pain, the emptiness

It’s all just too much

I’m hollow

I can’t take life anymore