If God Exists

I still have these memories of you

I think of you

In everything I say and do

You must've hated me

To have turned and set me free

From your complex web of lies

It defies my grasp of knowledge

How could you kick me down

When I was already on the ground?

Now as I wait for days to pass

The feelings last

Lingering like open wounds

I wait every hour

For the boy in the flowers

Was it me, what went wrong?

'So long!' the only words he said

If God exists

If God exists

If God exists

Then why does he hate me?

Was it me, was it you?

Is it true what they see?

Was it me, was it you?

Is it true did you see?

Was it me was it you?

Is it true what they see?

Was it me, was it you?

Is it true

That God exists?