Suite: Jonny

I'm losing my mind

Why the hell did I paint these walls white?

And I wonder what's the point of this life

Sometimes I'll pray but I will never close my eyes

I want to be happy, and

Find a man with an old name just like me

And get over how my dog is my best friend

And he doesn't even know what my name is

Jonny, did you ever love me?

Jonny, help me figure it out

Not that I've paid attention

But you haven't said it out loud

Jonny, do you see what you're doing?

What you're making me think about

This wasn't 'posed to be a love song

But I guess it is now

Jonny, maybe you'll never hear this

Or maybe it's stuck in your head

Well, I hope it makes you cry

The way that I did

Jonny did you ever love me?

Jonny help me figure it out

Not that I've paid attention

But you haven't said it out loud

Jonny do you see what you're doing?

What you're making me think about

This wasn't 'posed to be a love song

But I guess it is now, isn't it?

Jonny

Who was it that said

A white wall may seem empty, but it's ready to be filled?

Was it you? I, I, I don't remember

But it makes me wonder

Jonny, why couldn't you be ready too?

I was ready, ready to be happy

Ready for that long look that never ends

And now I, I don't know what to do

Yes, Jonny, I'll say it, this is a love song, isn't it?

Yes, well, I guess this is how it ends

Some strange poem about a plain and ready white wall

One with many questions

And a dog as speechless as that same white wall

And the sorrows of love's slow passing

Goodbye, Jonny