Despair

I hear her voice in the distant, imagination,

Her skin I remember, soft and misspoken,

Her fake reactions kill me, in the way that she stood there,

Looking back at me, despair

I hear her voice in the distant,

Imagination kills me,

Wondering why we ever said goodbye

Your eyes they show me, nothing.

My world, once lit by your love,

But emotion is like water, moving through the wake of time,

And someday when you turn around, you'll realize you've left it

all behind.

Did you ever notice I was gone?

Did you realize that I was wrong?

So while you sit inside your room asking why.

The day goes and no one will hear you cry

Well I've been struck the same way

Mind games with myself

I think up thoughts that drive me crazy, from all this i have

learned..

I feel a burn

In my eyes

In my chest

Broken heart

Spill of blood

Test of time

Darkness rules us all

In its lust

In its skin

Darkness rules us all

In its lust

In its skin

So what if I'm broken down,

I'll find a way to stand back up,

So what if I'm jealous of all that you've become,

Well maybe I'm not like you confident and beautiful,

I'll make a way to prove you wrong,

"Give it time" the sad but true cliché,

Another day an eternity from now

I smell your blood in the distance

Pain is the path to my pleasures

Thoughts only bring desires

Your love

And she'll come again and beg for more

And the torment goes out the door

And the darkness will rule no more