Lost In The Abyss

Loved you once and again

I'd become just your plaything

Nothing had mattered that night

And I realize I had been pulled by your whims

This gravity is crushing me

The exit's not here and so much doubt falls on me

No matter how or when I shout

I wonder if I can be heard

I'm breaking down

And no one understands

That I'm lost in some abyss

It's getting dark

And panic's setting in

I am faced with the end of the world

I just can't understand

Deep inside, there is wanting

Sounds that I've all but shut out

Echoes hollow, unbound. Now I am trapped in a mist

This heaviness is drowning me

I'm slow, can't control the actions I am fighting

I'm grasping at distorted glass

I wonder if I can be seen

I can't stop myself from looking behind from the end

Reaching around so blindingly till I start to bend

And I'm standing, surrounded, so close to the edge

Tumbling down forever, will I ever find any solace?

This sight I see is confusing me

I've fallen behind in this revolving city

Reality is like a dream

I wonder if I can exist

I can't stop myself from looking behind from the end

Reaching around so blindingly till I start to bend

And I'm standing, surrounded, so close to the edge

Tumbling down forever, will I ever find any solace?

Even as I fall

I'll spread my wings and soar

And I know it's not the end

It's breaking out

This feeling's setting in

I am faced with a sudden silence