A Void

Is life by design?

Avoiding what's certain

Has made me forget myself

Life isn't working

And piece by piece

I'm finding out

Questioning the burning

Fire in my chest

As well as closing the curtain

On everyone who figured out

I'm not safe now

Closing the door

On what made me so sure about

My faults reach out

Avoiding the floor

As I scream out for more and now

I can't decide

If my head is spinning

Or is life by design

Making me dizzy

Am I holding too tight

Freeing this pity

In search of a life

A slave to what could be more

Morally ashamed

I questioned your actions

By leading the way

Enforcing entrapment

Our lives aren't the same

I know this but dammit

I cannot be the prey to

What can't be imagined

So hold back the blame

I'm convinced so fuck it all

Excusing your ways

Continue to build this wall

I'm not safe now

Closing the door

On what made me so sure about

My faults reach out

Avoiding the floor

As I scream out for more and now

I can't decide

If my head is spinning

Or is life by design

Making me dizzy

Am I holding too tight

Freeing this pity

In search of a life

A slave to what could be more

A slave to myself

A slave to my judgement

Is it me who's to blame

Is it you that's in question

Is it time to let go

Releasing the grudge

And move forward alone

And bury these questions

Is it time to let go

Releasing the grudge

And move forward alone

And bury the questions

Bury these questions 'cause

I can't decide

If my head is spinning

Or is life by design

Making me dizzy

Am I holding too tight

Freeing this pity

In search of a life

A slave to what could be more